
This hangs in a group therapy psychiatrist’s office. It was my third commissioned piece.

This hangs in a group therapy psychiatrist’s office. It was my third commissioned piece.
On my front deck, I’ve allowed spiders to live as they will. There are several webs that are cluttered with carcasses of bugs. The hunters don’t hunt me, I feel good about being a steward to their dinners, and I can sit outside undisturbed by flying insects. Everyone wins.
While enjoying my morning prayers and ritual of Kawphy drinking, I heard a thump and saw a flutter at my front window. My curiousity piqued, I stepped to the window to see what happened, as did my cat.
Caught in one of the webs was the tiniest of chickadees, suspended in peril. I stepped out onto my porch to see if it were actually stuck. It’s beak was open and it appeared to be having difficulties breathing. I pulled the wicker chair away from the wall. To my horror, the little avian fell to the porch, wings outspread.
I gently picked it up from the porch allowing it to rest on my fingers. I slowly and carefully pulled away the web that was holding its wings. I noticed there was some web on it’s beak, so ever so gently, I pulled that away as well.
There I stood on my porch, holding this precious little creature. I cooed to it, told it how beautiful it was, and explained that it was free to go when it was ready. Together we waited.
Its head turning, tilting, and observing with its curiousity as sure as mine. It pooped on my hand, but I didn’t move. I was busy cherishing this rare occurence, reveling in the beauty of the intimacy I was sharing. I felt excitement, reverence, and in tune with the natural world.
This suspended time lasted for about five minutes before the bird took liberation from its ordeal. I watched it take off with an elation that I can only equate to winning a prize. In a way, I suppose I did.
I entered the Anderson County Fair this with a wood art piece I call “Fishing”. Today I got news!

Last year, I entered this piece made of paper and embellishments:

My confidence is accepting myself.
Darkness when I close my eyes. Pinpoints of light flare and fade against the backs of my eyelids like constellations. I imagine myself walking along …
#2699
“But our past selves are a kind of ancestor too, I realize.”
I’ve packed up my old selves.
Some are in cardboard boxes
Not neatly arranged, but haphazard
Strewn about through my ages.
Some are neatly painted wooden heart-shaped chests.
There are broken pieces of sharp wood and rusty nails scattered about
If you peek inside the ones with the missing pieces;
Lids askew,
You’d see a lot of damage on the remnants of me in those
But if you put on the complimentary rose-colored heart-shaped glasses
You’ll know my intentions were true, even if theirs were not.
Some are in disco 🪩 balls sending spectrums of reflection outward
Loud, frantic movements, jutting hips and ruby painted lips 👄
But who I’ve become is more than those but still the sum
For Alan England
We gathered in joy to celebrate
92 years of adventures
We ate carrot cake with cream cheese frosting
He ate a whole slice
Small forkfuls gifted
I gave him nourishment of body
Refreshment of spirit
Asked questions of his life
Heard stories of his rescue
From a cave from a read report
From a caving buddy
Decades of friendship revealed
Small and barely loud enough to hear
The man approaching his history, laughed at himself,
Surrounded by love and tenderness
Exuded by his blessed daughters,
Cherished by friends
A relaxed camaraderie blossomed
Filling the room, breaking through the windows into the wooded view
We celebrated his life joyfully
By showing up in loving attention.
Holy light ripples from one prayer to the next
Candle to candle
Continuous Hope lit liberally
From one heart to another
A sustainable support
To ease burdens
To celebrate joys
To guide one another
With wisdom and reverence
A catalyst towards Universal Love
Progress towards Justice
A beacon towards personal truth
A stable trust in sacred communion
Of torchbearing faith outwardly
Reflection of our own hearts
Rising like the morning mist in a meadow
I woke up late because yesterday I drank too much caffeine and so I was still wide awake this morning at 5AM! That’s only 11PM in East Tennessee, but still. I wishy-washed about what to do and finally decided I’d start with a double espresso (Will I ever learn?!) and some breakfast. I went to the spot where the man speaks enough English to take my order.
It feels sort of sub-human not to be able to do much but grunt and point. I have mastered the order for espresso, so that’s a plus. Bon Jour is common, Merci’, Desole (Diz-ole’) which means Sorry, Au revoir. So far I’ve been able to skate by with those small phrases, but if anyone asks me something in French, I just stare blankly at them, point to my chest, and say American. Most of them laugh at me, which, truly, I deserve.
While enjoying the atmosphere of the restaurant, I decided to look for a park.
I asked Google maps for the nearest parks. I sorted them by distance, selected a Botanical garden and set off. Now, before I go any farther in this story, let me explain something Google didn’t get. When I asked for a garden or park, I didn’t mean the street name. I arrived at the destination only to find that it was a street. MAOU!
Looking at the map, however, I noted that the Caen Botanical Garden wasn’t far away, so I adjusted my sails and set off again.
The little car was painted like the Love Bug Herbie. It was cute and the woman who owned it was an older woman with dyed dark hair. When I put up my camera, she smiled radiantly and laughed.
The screeching I could hear echoing off the building walls turned out to be this handsome seagull. Skyrats I’ve heard them called, but he was none to happy to be hanging out in the neighborhood.
The next picture is a shot down the street where Google sent me to the wrong place. It felt a bit overwhelming with all the details involved in the shot, but the street, itself, was quiet.
The last picture in this set reflects the height, the gothic style, and the detailing of the old homes. Each house on the street had a different, although similar, style. Some had carparks, others had on street parking. I recognize some of the car brands, but there are many I don’t.
At the end of the street, I turned left and walked a good length of block. At the nearby roundabout, there were people bustling about their day. Many of them seemed to be about 65+, carrying groceries, and dressed conservatively.
This is a sign. No, really. I understand the basic words, but I had to use Google translate to really understand. I didn’t bother with the names of the plants because they are carefully curated, marked, and I wanted to enjoy the time I had.
Yes, that’s me. A face with the name. Mare Martell.




The scent of the earth in the garden was so rich with alien fragrances that it made it hard to breathe…breathtaking. Even in early Autumn, the flowers and plants were holding true to their lives. The temperature was 64 degrees, partly sunny, a breeze blowing but the redolence cleansed my spirit.
Several groups of French schoolchildren were being ushered through the phytology. The teacher attempting to hold their attention was chattering to them as much as they were chittering to each other.
I sat on a bench for a bit to engage my senses with my surroundings. Other than the children in the distance, it was peaceful. Hidden birds in the trees sang praises to the sky. Life is good.
The music of water called to me. I heeded the melody to an eight foot tall cascade tumbling languidly into a shallow pond. I wanted to sit and watch the waterfall, but the carved log bench across from it had been knocked off its base and was resting in an awkward angle removing that possibility.
To the left of the waterfall were some rough stone steps. I climbed up them to the top. The first picture in the above series was my reward. The third picture shows an odd growth pattern. It stretched across the ground for about nine feet before reaching its trunk to the sky. The last picture is a water garden feature. On the bottom right, you can see where it meanders into a stream. The lily pads were growing as if an artist had chosen that precise spot to place them. I sat on a bench and drank in the beauty for a while.
And then there were the sculptures scattered among the natural features. These were a bit more contemporary, but the following statues follow a more traditional sense of aesthetic.
The neatly trimmed hedges that give background to these was being trimmed by a man on a very tall ladder. They are precisely cut to 90 degree angles at the top, forming a box-like structure to them.
As I made my way back to the apartment where I’m staying, I reflected on the sensory contentment I experienced. It’s like history pumping through my veins in such a magical way that I’ve been absorbed into the world. The architecture is so beautiful that even though things are close together, even touching or seamless, there is a sense of spaciousness. A liberation of the senses that I’d equate to a dream-like state that I don’t want to wake up from any time soon.
My spirit is happy. My heart is full. My body, although cranky, is grateful for the vigor in which I’m engaging with the city. My guidance is to travel as often and as far as possible. Although I’ve traveled quite a bit of the United States, experiencing the uncertainty of the unfamiliar has been extraordinary. And to think, if it weren’t for my clients, I wouldn’t be here! Peace be with you.
I’m having a hard time believing this is real. I’m really in Paris!






Navigating the public transportation has proven to be a challenge, but I found my way back to where I’m staying and most of the way to my meet-up.
The trains are clean and mostly not too crowded. The stops are lit in LEDs so you know where you are. Although I couldn’t figure out how to get on the train at first, I was helped by a tall security guard.
When I got lost, I lost trust in my navigation skills a bit, but, I got to see additional things because of my lack of knowledge. All in all, today has been a win so far.



The icy wail bit deep into the bones
reassuring, in a way, eternally
that there was no one else as alone
standing glacial; uncertainly
the clump of frigid earth thrown
on consecrated soul made saintly
Final words to me are known,
“I love you! I love you, Mary!” stated plainly
For you the martyr’s flag will be flown
Ever loving, in slumber’s peace ever held gently.
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