
I don’t want to love you



We are the water of the river flowing
our drifting paths are going
to a place we are not knowing
but we struggle to stay the same.
Your spirit releases, trickles and flows
Pushing you farther than you think you can go
Creating depths deeper than you know
We are all uniquely one in the same.
Your passion is best when emotions are flowing
Your traveling feet must keep on going
To gain and learn a gracious knowing
Let’s join in unity to be less of the same

Be at peace, my brothers and sisters,
shine your beacon where you roam
Know your power, my bloodkin,
Let love call you home.
Be at peace, my beloved friends,
Bring our spirits passions kept
Be at peace my loved ones
Be at peace with your deepest depths.

I wish I were Zuzu’s petals tucked neat within trouser pocket
Or I’d be the photo of Elise and Richard, kept within a locket
I’d sparkle ruby red like the Oz type pair of shoes
Or maybe be the spikey hair of The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
I could change my name to Wilson, wouldn’t that be a ball?
Perhaps be a still life in carbon, hanging around on the wall
Oh, to be the infamous sorting hat, four houses I will place
Or to be the heavens of Hollywood, every dream made by a face
What I wouldn’t do to see the world from un-animated eyes
to gain a differed perspective, be unlimited in my disguise

I want to be a real boy, I don’t want to be a stump
My joints articulating better than my knotty lump
My heart a pumping sap filled core,
with arms outstretched to shelter more
I wait for the carver to create me anew
From my snazzy top hat to my hard wooden shoes.
Direct me, show me, guide life to this oak
Allow me a life, my leaves are all spoke.

Solemnity spoke
The night I prayed would never come
has whispered hallowed night
a reclamation of eternal earth
the kiss of chilled winds blight
The hands I loved have now succumbed
The fiery pyre take flesh from sight
a resolution to embrace rebirth
your angelic spirit take flight

How much am I worth to you?
Another theater, another school?
Another place where people gather
Out in public, or doesn’t it matter?
How much can I pay you for
your children’s blood on classroom floors?
How much is the fiance’ worth
if she’s wedding before the baby’s birth?
Tell me, because I don’t want your guns
you can keep them, I’m wanting none.
If you collect or if you hunt
I have no interest in killing your fun.
But any sane person should agree
that these “daily” mass killings are a spree
With romanticized violence the law of the land,
as responsible owners, please take a stand.
Show them what it means to be smart
Give us something, someplace to start
I don’t want to be afraid to go to the store
become another pawn in this domestic war
If it happens to one it’s a tragedy
but if it happens to more, a statistic you’ll be
Terrorism doesn’t have the brown skin like we’re told
It’s the murderer’s body count, sin chillingly cold.

A relationship between a mother and daughter
is far more complicated than it oughter
be, with wrecks and disasters no happily ever after
as one struggles to hold on, the other to be free.
But if you ask them, one on one how they feel,
you’ll hear nothing but the true theist spiel
of love and emotion, undying devotion
between mother and child, where nothing is mild
when familial blood runs rivers through reconciled
years washed pure in the hopeful heart referred
“Glad to be of help.” the moniker tenured
What hands have held my face, to stare into my soul?
What lips have breathed a lifetime of my kisses stole?
What voice has whispered me my truth, my secrets sealed untold?
What arms have held me in a haven, my broken heart consoled?
What legs have walked a million miles to cross my sacred threshold?
What heart has answered the siren’s song our bindings to behold?
What worth is placed on eternal devotion, more valuable than gold?
What gifts be given to thine own true love, from youthful glow to old?
Of our spirit comes forth a light that cannot be denied
A token of our birthright, our power her wedded bride
Raise our hands up to the moon to draw her down to see
Sing in sky-clad voices, to the tune played three times three
Hark! Hail! We greet you with our bodies meet your night
Hark! Hail! We honor you with this our hearth-fire light.
Hark! Hail! We beckon you to join our ecstasy
Hark! Hail! We dance for you, dear Mother, Blessed Be!
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Life is a patchwork of moments — laughter, solitude, everyday joys, and quiet aches. Through scribbled stories, I explore travels both far and inward, from sunrise over unfamiliar streets to the comfort of home. This is life as I see it, captured in ink and memory. Stick around; let's wander together.
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