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After the Peter Mayer concert
Okay, so if you read the previous article, you know I REALLY love me some Peter Mayer. His music is considered folk but to me it’s just excellent. He performed back in February at our Sunday Service which was really incredible in and of itself, but his warmth really stood out in my mind. He really doesn’t get why people love that he plays guitar and sings. He loves that he can make a living at it, but it truly baffles him.
Tonight, while he was playing, he forgot some lyrics from one of the songs he was performing. He glitched. He apologized but kept going. I fell madly in love with him at that moment. Not the kind of love you give to a spouse or a best friend, but the kind of love that makes that moment stand out as truly significant. He was beautiful before as I’ve gushed and fan-girled, but that moment, a tiny error of perfection exploded his colors into rich sapphire blues, deep royal purples, and such incredible beauty of humanness that I got the leaking wellies.
I sat at the back of the sanctuary weeping with the knowledge that someone I listen to, someone I know only through music and a couple of random conversations, was absolutely human just like me. It was a profound moment as I heard him asking his Sister Hawk to teach him, his Brother Whale to teach him. As the concert continued he quoted Carl Sagan that we are “…starstuff contemplating the stars…” It meshed completely with what I tell the children when they don’t feel important. I tell them, “Oh but you are, my dear friend. We are all made of stardust and oceans. If we are all oceans, we fill the world with tears. If we are all stardust, we lose our shine. But if we balance between the both of them, there is no end to whom we can become.”
That moment of his human self felt like an emotional anchor snapped taut, that in that moment, I was breathing the same starstuff as my ancestors, of his, and of everyone in the room. It was incredibly moving to me. He was even gracious after the concert when I told him of how beautiful I felt that was. I gave him an Always Beautiful card I like to share with people who move my spirit. He accepted it. I don’t think I could have gotten any more happy than I felt at that moment. Thank you Universe for arranging the starstuff precisely right tonight.
Again, if you want to learn more about him, visit his webpage at http://www.petermayer.net or look him up on YouTube and you’ll hear why I’m such a fan of such a perfectly kind human being.
Peter Mayer Concert!
I am so excited to go see Peter Mayer tonight. Well, technically I’m working the concert, but that still means I get to benefit by hearing him play live. His lyrics are so rich with imagery, peace, and a feeling of passionate comfort with his spirit.
When he was here in February, I got to talk to him. I asked him if his lyrics came easily to him. He looked at me as if I’d grown another head. He said it was the hardest part of what he does. He works and reworks the lyrics until they breathe on their own. He was not condescending as he spoke. I described how it feels when I get the poem spark, where the lyrics sing on their own. He spoke warmly with me. I was an instant fan.
I’m sharing two videos with you. One is where the lyrics are so perfect, it made sense to me. If it doesn’t for you, that’s okay, but I hope you’ll give it a listen.
My favorite song by him:
To learn more about this incredibly gifted performer and lyricist, visit his web page so you never have to be out of the know again.
Meditations
Nag Champa burning
Otherworld music calls
The gateway is hear.
My hands are not mine
The Muse creates using them
I watch with true faith.
I look to the sky
I speak freely with her heart
She is me, I am.
United we build
a beautiful world vision
grateful for our tools.
We walk the path strong
while we tread feather lightly
leaving no footprints.
I’m using this music as my “GATEWAY“
A love note for you
Ukulele Concert
Salsa Tech
I wrote this over 10 years ago, but found it again about 5 years back. I just remembered I love doing this and miss it very much.
Maudlin Mars
I wrote this because my heart has felt sad lately. It’s short, ambient, and a bit mournful.
New Moon
Will you come spiral a dance with me
without your shoes or dress
on the naked earth
with a smile and a blush
your only adornment
under the dark of the moon
or the lavender of twilight
gleaming highlights of stars
on the curve of your knees, hips, and breasts
while the lungs of summer exhale
its final breezy breaths
until the wheel has come full circle?
Will you surrender to the rhythm of night
embracing the cicadas and crickets
as the treble notes of the living dark
while the thumping of our feet on the dirt
rustle leaves like the skirts we puddled
at the edge of the clearing
where the last of the season’s fireflies
beg for a mate to relieve their lonely hearts
while we build momentum in the cooling air
wildly sacrificing modesty for our natural state of being.
These Are My People: Alicia Menninga
Goddess
Her hair flows like cool rivers around her shoulders
brushing softly at my cheeks
she leans in to touch my arm
whispering thoughts that caress my ears like a song
Her scent is musky rain with a hint of sandalwood
It cloaks my breath with its subtle incense
My heart shudders, bounces, tossed as if on a rolling sea
Her soul floats openly in her kaleidoscope eyes
Her tranquil gracefulness is haunted
with echos of vulnerability and pain
She glows like an oil lamp, flickering, heated,
fueled by a passion for life…and love
She pulls away and with a simple gesture of her hand
she proves herself to be exquisite, delicate, powerful
Her gentleness sweeps against my skin like a searing hot fire
Her giggled words, like cannons,
firing…exploding
encompassing me.
One kiss would damn me
One intimate touch would be my downfall
The consequences harsh and brutal
The risk too great
I hover, instead, around her light in hopes
that perhaps she might shine on me again.









