Repeatedly she kissed my hand
hugged my arm close to her body
She apologized not with “I’m sorry,”
but repeatedly with “I love you.”
Her eyes met mine briefly
with the woman she once was
vanished in a blink which, again,
began her litany of obsession.
What I witnessed, what I felt, what I learned,
wasn’t enough to ease her anxiety
her frustration and anger
even if she doesn’t quite understand why.
“I love you. I love you. I love you.”
“I love you too, dear one.”
I truly do. I fell in love with my new friend
Brain intimate with momentary lucidity
She smiled sunshine towards me despite her clouds
I promised to carry her love with me


Ahh! You have so much strength. I can only imagine how difficult the situation must be. Thank you.
Heart-rending, that moment of lucidity. 💖