Deepest loss

Today is his 20th birthday. I don’t much miss him, but I miss who I was because of him.

Mare Martell

In my experience there has not been a greater loss felt than that of a child. In my experience there has not been a greater loss felt than that of a child.

I’ve loved you since before you were born
When I saw your face pressed
Like a violet captured
In an ultrasound I know longer have
But cherish as a vivid revered memory
As in fairy tales of old
Many lies were told
And you were stolen and kept far from your home,
from my active loving heart.
And I wept.

I’ve loved you since the papers crumpled
Unused, only to be recycled,
When the death of hope is heard
In the confetti shaped heart
That is irreparable, devoid of cohesion
Bleeding the tears of mourning
That burn with the lies told
The familial curse stood as firmly as a parapet.
And still I wept.

I’ve loved you since I witnessed your slavery
Removed with greed, falsehoods,
Shifting legends of half-truths expressed
Under the guise…

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One comment on “Deepest loss

  1. Linda Looney says:

    Beautifully expressed, my daughter. I have no other words except, I love you the same! Mom

    “Love as God loves and live as Jesus lived” Rev. Tim TenClay

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