Even at the age of three
As I slid my feet
Between the sheets
I hope that this will finally be
The last night that
He comes for me
That my sign shows
“No Vacancy”
Not cancer as I’m born to be
According to astrology
A quintessential homebody
Too close to the family
The backwash of a broken tree
Fueled on by catastrophe
I am an apostrophe
surrounded by parenthesis
I am stripped of every modesty
Unrequited progeny
Without a verbal loquacity
Hidden horrors and atrocities
Indigo child anomaly
His rejection of monogamy
Forced his vain idolatry
As if I believed, not him, but me
Responsibility for his tragedies
Repulsive as his fingers be
Lollipops he offers free
What treachery is the “non-candy”?
I was cradle rocked deceptively
Robbed of my autonomy
Even at the age of three
As I slide my feet
Between the sheets
I pray that this will forever be
The last night that
He comes for me.